by the way, that was 2011's first post. yay for a new year.

I'm sitting here in a coffee shop trying to be productive. It's not working. I've tried to use interterm to my advantage... only one class should allow me ample time to get other things in life done, right? I think absolutely not. at all. I am failing at doing anything but working out every morning, going to class and then going to work. LAME. I want to organize my life. get things done now before I can't next semester. What is wrong with me? Why can't I be productive and uber organized? If I could tell you why, I wouldn't have written that on my blog. I want structure. I wish I was a responsible adult with my life organized in a tiny black book (I do own one....I just don't use it as I should). See, I have the tools, I just don't use them.

Give me more hours in a day. PLEASE. I'm begging you. I just want to get things done. And have time to have fun with friends and do what I want with some actual spare time. Maybe if I get super awesome I will have a routine/schedule by next semester. Maybe. HOPEFULLY. Let's aim for that.

You're holding me accountable.

my fate is in your hands.